The blog is so dead!

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WHY?

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Because i’ve shifted to tumblr

Hop on to http://ayexmei.tumblr.com!

I never though i will have you back in my life, although i have been yearning for a second chance. My dream came true… All these while, the wait was worth. Believing that you’re a nice guy, even how badly you pushed me away 9mths ago.

People told me.. He might return cause he need a companion (you know army boy).. Yes, maybe i got think of that before, but i still believe that he came back not because he need a companion. But.. one thing that is stopping me from going forward Will the history repeat? I’m not afraid of getting back into this r/s, but i’m afraid of getting hurt again. No one can predict what will happen. I hope i’m thinking too much.. I hope i’m not so naive.. I see changes in him. and we could communicate better now. i feel that we are more open up to each other, our conversations..

But you know, things happened too sudden. Just when i though we’re impossible, just when i made up my mind, just when i’m almost over you.. I got you back. Boy, i’m falling in love with you over all again.

I’m not that good of a person, I make mistakes and I have regrets. I laugh way too loud and things just seem to get to me. Basically, I’m saying that I’m not perfect, but when I’m with you, it doesn’t matter, because you just seem to make me smile.